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網誌很久沒更新了 大家好久不見 :)

日子的腳步又快又慢

快在一轉眼距離上一篇已經快三個月

慢在這之中似乎發生了好多事



滿滿忙碌的生活

催促著我一直往前走

忘了記錄些什麼

忘了更新些什麼

忘了駐足回頭

或許也會忘了感動與感傷




有些人自密切中 逐漸淡去足跡

有些人再度出現 又捎來些什麼訊息

有些人始終陪伴身邊 或在背後默默地支持



生命裡

誰會經過 誰會留下

誰是驚鴻一瞥的過客 誰又是真正重要的?



這就是人生

人生是一趟旅程 一部電影 一場馬拉松

是一段又一段

撿起再放下 放下再撿起的無限repeat

差別只在於場景 人物及時間點的不同罷了


一個人伸手將你從上一個泥濘當中拉上來

但不知不覺間又陷入另一個泥濘

直到下一個人再把你拉出來

這樣的循環累不累



不如這樣

心裡靜靜的 順著我的節奏

走在該走的路上

不為了些什麼亂了步調




朋友的一段話 我很喜歡

也很適合現在的我

如果能把時間快轉該有多好

在這個階段 沒有自己的隨心所欲

更不可能寄託任何事情

它就像寫好的劇本一樣

這個橋段結束才會跳到下一個橋段

一定就是這樣走完的

真的很想把劇本翻完

跳到下一本劇本裡去



無論過去 現在 或者未來

真的都是註定好的嗎?

命中注定要如此

也許這是我們都必須走過的路

就是要經歷這一切 無論是好是壞是開心是難過

好像打電動

不把這個任務解開是無法進入下一關的



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有些人在問我網誌的音樂

但我最近換了好多首 不知道是問哪一首?

那就分享一下現在的吧

很好聽歌詞又寫得好好



The Heart Of The Matter - India.Arie

I got the call today, I didn't wanna hear
But I knew that it would come
An old true friend of ours was talkin' on the phone
She said you found someone
And I thought of all the bad luck,
And all the struggles we went through
How I lost me and you lost you
What are these voices outside love's open door
Make us throw off our contentment
And beg for something more?

I've been learning to live without you now
But I miss you sometimes
The more I know, the less I understand
All the things I thought I knew, I'm learning them again
I've been tryin' to get down to the Heart of the Matter
But my will gets weak
And my thoughts seem to scatter
But I think it's about forgiveness
Forgiveness
Even if, even if you don't love me anymore

These times are so uncertain
There's a yearning undefined
And people filled with rage
We all need a little tenderness
How can love survive in such a graceless age
And the trust and self-assurance that lead to happiness
They're the very things we kill, I guess
Pride and competition cannot fill these empty arms
And the work they put between us,
You know it doesn't keep us warm

I've been trying to live without you now
But I miss you, baby
The more I know, the less I understand
And all the things I thought I figured out, I have to learn again
I've been tryin' to get down to the Heart of the Matter
But my will gets weak
And my heart is so shattered
But I think it's about forgiveness
Forgiveness
Even if, even if you don't love me anymore

All the people in your life who've come and gone
They let you down, you know they hurt your pride
Better put it all behind you; cause life goes on
You keep carrin' that anger, it'll eat you up inside

I wanna be happily everafter
And my heart is so shattered
But I know it's about forgiveness
Forgiveness
Even if, even if you don't love me anymore

I've been tryin' to get down to the Heart of the Matter
Because the flesh will get weak
And the ashes will scatter
So I'm thinkin' about forgiveness
Forgiveness
Even if you don't love me anymore